I'm not sure where this goes, so I assume it'll be moved if I messed up terribly by putting it here.
My questions are , what happens when you have ct and mri and it does show that things are going on but the drs seem to poo poo you and dismiss what you say. "Well everyone has bulging discs"..and whatnot. I am no dr but I do know that not everyone is wired the same, meaning my nerves may be off to the right and yours to the left. Isn't that right? So anyways, for 2 years now I have been on the fight to get better. Ia m confused by so much. Too many drs OWN opinions and not enough hard facts you know? Can anyone explain to me why that over the last few months my back pain is now ON my spine? Like, the actual bones, prior it was to the left and the bones ached but it was to the left and almost muscular and now..holy cow batman..BONES BAD. I have too many other things going on now. I was supposed to get my very first esi on the 30th and I don't know if it's possible now. I am having to see a cardiologist urgently. I was prepped for a surgery (not related to spine) and the anethetist refused to put me to sleep and was gravely concerned with my bp. I am 34 and it was very high as was my pulse and it has been for motnhs now and my pcp just said it was no big deal. Here's this dr totally fearing my life..he even called the card himslef infact it is HIS dr. I believe God intervened there..but anywhoo..I don't know if I'm allowed to get the injections now as I wait for the cardiologist to call me to run tests. Does anyone know if I am still able to go through with it if I have some sort of heart/adrenal issue? (the dr said he had a hunch about the adrenal)..Sorry this was so long winded and boring. I'm just lost and forever crying. And...after my colonoscopy..I sit here STILL unable to have a bm without harsh laxatives ..this has been going on for roughly 9 motnhs. I am at the ned of my rope! I see him again on Wednesday.
Geez, as if it wasn't bad enough..I cannot exercise, hell even pick up my babies..and sex..hmm I won't even touch that one, always cranky and angry and jealpus of everyone who CAN do the things I want to but choose to sit around and not exercise...and now..CAN'T even poop. Seriously, God is punishing me for somethng I clearly have done..what? I don't know......