Hi, I wanted to start a new post about my recovery so far. First, I thank all of you for your supportive words from my last post. This is has been a rollar costar ride! I feel everyday something new comes up and something goes away. As you all know, I have been dealing with depression on top of all my pain and all your posts have been so wonderfu to read and to feel not alone. I do feel better physicaly my pain is reducing and I have color back in my face. When I first came home I looked like a gost! My scar is huge! It goes right from my shoulder baldes right down to my bum! with an extra scar from the bone graft. It lookes like it's healing nicely. My back feels very stiff and still not sure if I had a 3 level fusion or 4? I go back to my doc tomorrow.
I have been blessed with wonderful friends and family who have come to see me
everyday, the hard part is a night when I wake up with pain and no one to comfort me. I have been in-touch with my ex boyfriend but I know I'm only doing it cause I've been feeling low and lonley. I am going to be strong and not take him back! And to know this too shall pass...
Love to all,