My anxiety is getting very high. I feel like I still don't know what to expect. I have read so many of the postings here and its help quite a bit, but still, my nerves are getting the best of me. To top it all off, there is a huge winter storm heading our way just in time for me to head to the hospital. We live a ways away from the hospital and my husband will be having to go back and forth to take care of the kids and dogs. I go in to the hemotologist on Monday for some final blood work to make sure my platelets have gone up enough for surgery. Keeping my fingers crossed they have!