Had to go to comp doctor yesterday for IME. I am TIRED of everyone asking me why I can't sit for 8 hours at a desk? "What do you do at home? Don't you sit all day? You should be able to do it for work"
I told him that I do the dishes, then I have to lay down, I fold the laundry, then I have to lay down, I dust, then I have ot lay down.
Then I burst out crying and told him that I am not some dirtbag that doesn;t want to work. I don;t care that my Ct scan says my fusion looks good, I AM IN PAIN. I only know how I feel, and I feel pain. I can not explain why. IT f*%(N hurts!
I am tired of people telling me that I should be pain free cuase after THREE back surgeries which entailed two fusions, two laminectomies, 2 foranomities, and a SCS implant, 6 screws, two rods, and 2 cages,,,THAT I AM IN PAIN.
My pain mgmt doc gives me pain meds and hes real nice, but he just doesn;t understand why or how my pain is happening. WTH??? How about the metal shop in my back? Do they not get it?
I'm so sick of this.