Hello everyone :H .
I am writing with a few things that are going on with me. First off, my back is getting worse even after the microdiscetomy. I had a mri, and I am severely inflamed in the area in the middle of my lower back. My disk is also gone for the most part. A lot of things going on.
I have been having the worst pain of my life lately ~X( . It hurts so much that I almost cry. I can't do half of what I used to do. The pain has never been so bad.
I am having a epi injection done on tuesday. My surgeon said only one. He said he wants to see if it works at all, if not, surgery is my only option now :S . He said that he would never tell me that if I didn't need it. He wants to do a artifical disk replacement. I am scared to DEATH. I wasn't scared at all when I had the micro.
I am afraid of the pain, I am afraid of so many things. I hurt so bad now. I live with my heating pad. I take some meds, but they don't touch the pain. They make me feel drunk. Anyhow, any ideas, tips here? :? .
Thanks for reading!!!!