how do you deal with pain that will not go away. I have had 2 low back surgeries and an nero stim put in. I travel in sales from my job 2-4 days a week, which forces me to be a terriable husband and father because all i can do is sleep when i get home. I finally took time off of work after passing out after pulling the car over and passing out in a meeting from pain. My drs did a CT scan that is showing scar tissue that is narrowing the space, I also have a budging disk at l4. I am have lost at least 50-70% streagth in my left leg and i am tripping all the time. the pain is driving me nuts and I have no idea what to do. Can some one please give me some hope before i jump from the local tower.