I am always a happy person. Always have a smile on my face, and laughing. Even when my back is really bothering me I try to put it to the side and live life like nothing is wrong. But lately smiling and pushing it to the back of my mind is becoming a lot more difficult. I don't feel depressed but I do keep asking myself why do I have to go through all this? I have a very strong faith and I know God doesn't give me anything I can't handle but lately it feels like everything is crushing me and I can't get one break. My insurance company didn't cover my physically therapy, I have 19 dollars to my name and I have a bill of 1087.50 dollars due next week
I'm not trying to sound like I'm having a pity party but it's just really hard right now. I need to use the strength God has given me to get through this and to lean on Him and have will power to not focus on the pain all the time. Thanks for reading. Please pray for me that I can make it through this tough time,that I will make a choice to be happy and ask God's help in everyday trials.