I just need someone to talk to, because I feel sooooo alone, and no one seems to understand!
Right now my ulnar nerves in both elbows are so bad that it's making me insane!! It's controlling my life, and probably ruining my marriage, cause he does not understand!
If I even touch my elbow I'll jump through the roof from pain, and my job is typing all day long, which makes it so much better...ughh.
Not to mention the constant pain in my neck. I work 8 hours a day, and then come home, and still have to make my husbands lunch, dinner, etc.. while I can barely do that. I yelled at him last night, cause he said "well I had a bad day too, and I'm in pain", but he just doesn't understand that nerve pain is different. :-(
I read something yesterday online, and this lady described her nerve pain as walking through broken glass with bare feet... yeap that sounds about right, and then some.
I hardly ever tell anybody that I'm hurting, and usually keep it to myself except for I tell my husband, but maybe I should just learn to hide it? I sit here every day at work with burning, stabbing, prickly, and crawly feeling nerve pain.
Am I just being whiny, and a crybaby, and should learn to suck it up better? I don't know anymore. I know that I'm SICK OF IT, and I've been hurting since 2003. It gets beyond old!
I did tell my husband that he should find himself a more useful wife than a broken complaining one.
I don't know if I can do this pain thing anymore.