Hello everyone! I was supposed to have surgery May 17th but I got very sick. I was going to go ahead with it!
My problem now is that I am still scared to DEATH! I am so afraid of what will happen, and the recovery. I don't have a new date for surgery yet. I am afraid to call, and set it up again. They are actually supposed to call me..
I am wondering, for those of you that have had a fusion. Did you have good, and bad days? I do, and today is a bad one. I do not like to take pain meds, so I only take them when I need them BADLY. I am wondering if others are the same?
I keep questioning myself about the surgery. I am afraid that if I don't have it that I will always wonder if I would have felt better. I feel like I am going through so much in my head. My husband is worried about after surgery, and me not doing all I do now. He is worried about the depression I have.
Sorry to carry on, just looking for some input