I had some errands to run today, and of course I have a 3-year old and 1.5-year old to take with me. All I had to do was go to work to get a flu shot, run to the store, pick up my friend from her work because she doesn't have a car, and get some gas. I just got home and put my youngest one down for a nap, and I am in SO much pain. The pain is truly bad enough that I feel like I'm going to be sick. I'm so angry about the fact that these errands that used to be so easy for me, now take so much energy and end up causing me great pain. I'm in worse shape than I was prior to my surgery. I still don't understand how the surgery can be considered successful if it left me in more pain than before. Granted, it helped with the initial pain, but this new pain is 10 times worse. I hate this. I effing HATE it!