Hi, I have posted several times. I think I need help. I am lowering my klonopin dose and going to a psychologist every Friday. I had a lot of emotional situations before surgery. It's been 8 month, don't live in a stable place, no energy to organize my place. All the things that are in my room in my mom's house reminds me of a near better past. I have things in my old house, in my moms house and in my friend house were I am staying. I have try planning, going to Tai chi 2 days a week.
I have had antidepressive that made it worst. I feel lost, interest in nothing and sad because of no interest. I was very dynamic and happy and this feel so strange. I think
I need to be in a program where I can relearn and organize myself. I feel with no motivation at all, don't know where to start, how to plan.
All the places I liked reminds me of a better past... I don't know what to do. I did not feel so down before surgery, I haven't met anyone that experiment this like this so I feel worst. I see all of you trying to get better and must in a positive way. I know I have to accept, but how?
I don't know just want any suggestion of an alternative mental hospital if any.