I think this may just be happening to me. I don't know if it is that I am very kynesthetic. I feel so much the change in movement in my neck and the pain after 9 month. It is difficult to rest on my belly to read a book or to hug someone cause I am small my head always ends in the belly of the person well not always. Uncomfortable to sleep.
The question is, many times when I try to remember things and tell the story to somebody things it is difficult because I think that my body movement especially the neck since the head is on top is like the key to get access to my memories. When I realize I move differently I freeze. And so I wonder if anybody feels this lost of synchronicity. Whatever I know it sounds crazy.
I tried to dance but it was painful, does anybody here dances?
I know I am not supposed to be like this, I think for a one level fusion. I want to get better.
I am walking almost every day and doing tai chi two days a week.
I will start working this December doing interviews, hope that helps.