Today I will do my best to stay positive. Thanks Savage for your post that I still can heal... I don't find it now. Thanks to every body. I have been having the poorest attitude always understanding that I will not get better and with a very poor attitude. I have still 1 month and a half for the year to have a better head.
I has been very difficult to sleep. My neck is... but I will try to stop nostalgia to heal... Wow how is it that I have torture myself so much thinking I can not get better. I understand that is feel so strange. Maybe I will check with another surgeon but pleaseeeee I will definitely stay for a while in this planet and I need to feel better.
I have been very angry at me, and I feel like I don't want to forget my old me but by doing that I destroy a better me.
I need to maintain my focus.
You all try to inform me. I don't have pain meds now but I wish to try some so I can maintain a happy disposition while I get better!