I am not looking for pity with this post, but I feel so desperately unhappy.
Nothing brings me delight anymore, and I feel hollow and empty inside.
Tomorrow, I am scheduled for 2 job interviews @ the same company. After 3 years of unemployment and many interviews that were unsuccessful, the 2 tomorrow just seem like 2 more interviews. I don't even feel excited about them.
All I seem to want to do anymore is lie in bed whether or not I actually sleep.