Hi all, I haven't posted in a long time. But I check in frequently.
I had my 1 yr. post op. check up and gave the SCS rep 1 more time to try and get this stimulator right, yesterday. The SCS was a bust. I've seen 5 different reps many, many times each since I had it put in Dec. 5 2006. And they just can't get the stimulation where I need it, without the unwanted stimulation in my butt and ribs. It is better than nothing first thing in the morn. while I'm waiting for the meds to kick in. Or till I can't stand the discomfort of the butt and rib stim. Because lately the pain just bounces off of the meds.
My P.M.Doc has tried switching the med cocktail up. And has increased the strength 2 times in a year. And he won't go any higher even if I wanted too. which I don't. my brains are fried. And I don't know if they would regenerate even if I could get by with no meds. And I can't. with too many years of chronic pain and 8 surgeries. I just can't stand any # of pain on the scale. It's just been too much for too long!
I told my surgeon that for the first 4 or so months it seemed like I was making very slow progress. And then it started to regress. The pains are different now. Most of the pain is coming from L,4-S1 where he did the open lami and clean up, and remove scar tissue. And not as bad, the 2 fusions of L,2-L1 and L1-T12. Then the pain from my feet and up midway on my calves. It feels like I'm walking on Hot broken glass.
I can't walk or stand for more that 10 min. To be in a car for more than 30 min. is a killer. So now I'm pretty much home bound. with no life. P.T. seems to make it worse. So it has not helped at all.
So I told all of this to my surgeon. And told him I'd like to have a C.T. with dye. And per the outcome of that. I've decided on getting the pain pump.
I've thought long and hard about this. And it was what I wanted when I got the S.C.S. but my family freaked out. So I didn't do it. I've mentioned this to my P.M. Doc. He said he doesn't do them. But would refer me to a colleague. We've had a relationship for over 12 yr. So that's a bummer.
I didn't ever want to be anesthetized or cut on every again. But after reading and re reading all of the positive posts of everyone who has had one put in. And I think 100% of them were more than happy with the results. And all of the great things that Patsy has sent me.
The one that I keep going back to is Susan's' where she cried after the trial. And the nurse asked if it hurt that bad? And she said no these are tears of joy, being pain free after all of these years!
So my surgeon has the ball in motion. And I see my P.M. Doc. on Mon. and I'll get him on board, I hope!
This has put me in a better frame of mind and relieved some of the depression. Just the decision that I'm
finally going to do it!
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