For fear of this getting accidently erased...I must keep
it brief. Im a 57 yr. old female husband left and Im alone in a big old run down house. I have been to numerous Surgeons for 3 pinched lumbqr nerves due to spinal stenosis. I cannot have an operation unless I stop my 25mg of Prednisone daily meds. If I stop...then my chronic pain will double and my Lupus-like disorder will flare up and incapacitate me. I stay in bed depressed and havent even showered for 3 -4 days. There are no answers. I barely have enough money to live off of. This month Im losing my Credit, as I can no longer make my payments. Last week I had a migraine so bad that I threw up for 12 straight hours. My exhusband came by and bought Pedialite and helped me....otherwise I dont think I would have made it. Basically...though ...Im alone and tired of the Chronic pain. The DNA made my Life quality go from a 6 to a 0 when they took my abiliity to find my Oycodone med. In place of that I was put on a med of morphine and it makes me sleep around the clock. I cant function like this. I know of only one answer to the Nations cruelty. A 10 cent bullet thats right in front of me. I dont know when...but soon.