Hi again my SH friends.
I'm sorry that I once again took time away from SH due to anxiety and feeling sorry for myself. I'm trying to pull myself up by my bootstraps, but I can't seem to find them.
I'm glad for the extra time I've had to recover, but if I don't find work in the next 1-2 months, my family is going to be in some serious trouble. I worry that I'll have to take a job that my doctor says I shouldn't do, I worry that we'll lose our house, I worry about bills...I imagine most of you know the drill. My faith, husband and Wally are the only things keeping me going right now. But how many times has something you think is bad happens, only to find out later that it was actually a blessing? I'm counting on that.
So, that's where I've been. The back is improving, I'm having some spasms and pain still (probably always will), but overall, recovery is going well. Again, I'll try to come back often to offer support and experience to those in need. We all have our unique situations and a few words can go a long way to help someone. We've ALL been there, haven't we?
Alex, if you read this, tell me a good funny story, will ya? Either that or send money. :-)