I felt so alone before I found this site. I want to thank everyone who is brave enough to share when they are at their wits end. I go back in forth with how much longer I can continue on. Most people I know, think I don't suck it up. I even get down on myself because I listen to them thinking "I should be able to suck it up more". Finding this site, reading peoples frustration and pain, Wow. I'm not alone in the emotional pain that pain causes. So to all of you who have the guts to express your thoughts and feelings about how this affects you..... THANK YOU!