, And the people here judging others and calling names that does not help anything. i guess ive become vary sensitive defensive lately.i googled back pain and sui thats what brought me here.i had my first hern disk with nerve root compression at 18 years old Still i used to have a life,make people laugh alot,have fun,on good days go places,had friends,joy,love,Yes i was a vary helpful handy happy person i Had good days,always held a full time job.Then sometimes i would get stuck? you know when a nerve gets pinched and you go down fire electricity coursing through you,molten metal burning in the groin high voltage running down your legs untel they turn to liquid, its embarrassing getting stuck when you dont expect a sudden onset. i have lay stuck to the floor lit on fire for days unable to move 1 toe without exploding the electricity i always keep food water,empty jugs within reach.i used to think on the 3rd day how long can i take this.so i set a 30 day limit,One day i gingerly steped outside 20 below zero then flash omg i went down. blacked out from the pain now if you havent blacked out from pain over and over whenever you try to move you have not reached that level.so im inch by inch half crawling for the door crying help getting.i can take all the back pain in the world then my neck went real bad in jan 2012 i cant take the neck pain anymore.it is to get needed pain meds.i can hardly sleep,cant work,havent had a good day in 1 1/2 years,gone broke,lost sold everything,feel worthless ashamed hopeless no end in sight suffering unimaginably no joy no fun no peace feeling angry sometimes.The neck pain flashes down my arms lighting my fingers on fire coming back up across my chest stabing a red hot ice pick trough my heart, i spaz im in anouther world im not of this world anymore.my head neck exploding im thinking this pain has to kill me wont it .re:doctors i laid stuck to the floor for 5 days then i managed to get up and went to a doctor she wrote a report and put it in my med file ,she said i was a scam a lier she stated that i got up on the exam table with no pain .i saw that report later .no mention of my vary obvious lat / bi lat scoliosis ,hern disks spinal stenosises ect ect,yes i am scum because i dont have medical ins. i have perfect credit i have always paid in full in cash.i have paid doctors to berate me i paid a doctor to be abusive to me yelling at me your back got worse over time that will be $350.00 dollars paid for nothing.Thousands for physical therapys $ mri $ Then thank god i found 1 decent doctor who gives me #90 5mg vicoden a month or ide be dead already.Please god take me soon i pray,i have suffered long enough. i cant survive homeless under the bridge in my condition.
scoliosis,deg disc dis, L3 L4 L5,hern w nerve root comp,schmorls nodes,sclerosis of end plates,tears,t10spinal stenosis,,Cervical l spinal stenosis c4 c5 uncinate spurring,deg disk disease nerve root impingements,c4-5,c5-6,hern c2-3 is fused .