ok, spiney...you know the drill
take a pill
In my case, to function as an adult Human should i take a pain killers and Muscle relaxers. well just the muscle relaxer, but reluctantly...
why praytell you ask?
it does relieve the constant ache and tension i have
the down side???
i lose some of my cognitive sharpness
and i am aware of it happening as it happens... so i usually trade off pain for mental acuity
good trade no?
so there i am all fuzzy like, and having to be sharp, the two dont go together...
so i get mad at myself
that the way i have to be to function and be productive.