I have been having back pain for three years now. I have done everything that the insurance company wants and my pain is horrible. I have done the injections and I had the nerve surgery year ago and my depression got me because I lost 90 pounds and then after my first surgery I gain the weight back and I feel horrible and fat butt now. My depression got so bad that I talked about jumping in front of train. I asked my doctor and he put me on some great depression pills. They have saved my life. But because I cant excerise right because I'm in pain 24/7. I went to see back doctor and he told me that I to get injections in lower back again. Well, they are not working and I will be having something done fusion and I'm scared to death and trying to cope with everything.
I have faith and trust in my doctor but I'm just scared about this whole thing. What did everyone else do? Please help me out on what you do for coping?