so it been 5 years now and im still in constant pain but doing the best i can to get by, I am a stay at home dad of one awesome 2yr old boy and lately I have been thinking of going back to work part time, but I have fears about it because
i have been out of the work force for so long I don't think anyone would hire me. plus the meds I take, I don't think I would pass a drug test I take ms contin 15mg 3xper day 3-4 oxycodone and 900mg gabapintin per day for 3 bad discs, this back pain has ruined my life,
there's no way I could do any safety sensitive job while taking these, so that leaves a bunch of crap jobs left, I have nowhere to go, I will have to start a whole new career and have no idea what to do.
hell daycare would cost me more than I would make, and i dont think I would be able to work a full day with out hurting so bad, what do I do spine health? I feel locked down for life right now. should i go for disability? I bet I wouldn't qualify for that either