After being tested for RSD which thank god is negative just nuero deficits. But something is wrong and I know it. I had my 6 month check up with infectious disease DR and he is concerned. Down 46lbs in 8 months. At first the weight loss wasnt a big concern when it was 30lbs due to the death of my mother, we all assumed that was the reason. She has been gone 8 months now. My blood work came back abnormal this time so Friday I am being admitted to the hospital for test head to toes. CT of the head, abdomen and pelvis. Complete MRI of the spine. Mammogram, lung xray and bone scan., My Dr has always been honest with me about everything and I asked why all the test. He wants to see if the infection has traveled to any of my organs and wants to rule out cancer. I am used to hearing the words infection, herniated disc, failed fusion and dont even flinch at the mention of them anymore but the word cancer threw me thru a loop. With all my spine issues cancer was the last thought on my mind. I asked why are we waiting until Friday and his response was that this is his hospital day and he wants to be there on site when all test results come back. If I need to be admitted he will be there to do it. He wants to see each test after being done instead of waiting on someone to read them. If something is found or nothing is found I will know that day. At least there will be no waiting on results and worrying for days. It seems these days nothing is going right for me. I need a break from all the medical bullcrap. Enough is enough. Life has not been easy for me these last few months, increased pain everywhere in my body but I assumed all due to stress that I was facing at work on a daily basis. I was suppose to transfer to my new location next week but now that is out. It would not be fair to go to a new practice and bring all these issues with me. I was to work both practices until a replacement was found for me at my current location, I would be working from my same location just access to the new practice until the replacement was found and trained. It breaks my heart that I am going to have to call my new supervisor and tell her I have to decline the opportunity. I have already spoke to my current boss and she is being supportive at least. It seemed like I was finally getting a break from all the bullcrap and now this.