Hello all my friends,
Some of you may recall my situation posted about 2 months ago where I found out that my husband cheated on me 2 weeks after surgery. Well, I want to give an update because I'm looking for support from you all.
Today I received good news and dealt with a difficult situation.
I saw my surgeon...my healing is the slowest to say the least, but I am healing and that is great news. I can do those little tiny things that when you do them, you are shocked, but most people don't understand?
Some things I did:
1. Wore jeans for the first time in 10 months.... it was always too difficult before.
2. Was able to go to an appointment without my walker... that is so huge for me.
3. Genuinely laugh a little. I do feel like some parts of me... the hidden emotional parts that have been dealing with this insane injury have slowly started to come back to life. It is truly a crazy feeling when you start to recognize yourself in tiny glimpses from time to time.
So I met with a lawyer today and I did it...I filed for divorce my friends. Parts of me feel like they are taking back control of my life and other parts of me are sad. Sad for the loss that you feel when you thought that you knew someone but you realized that you didn't...that they disappointed you so greatly that it literally took your breath and spirit away. However, I am getting those things back.
I wanted to share with you all. Thanks for listening.
Bilateral pars defect L5