I feel so alone I moved to new large city from small town. Now I have chronic back pain for years but my doc just gave me narcotics to treat pain. I have degenritive dics in my lower back and I have tried all kinds methods to get rid of pain. Nohting seems to work. Now I move here to bigger city and this resident doc wants to wean me off. She is treating me like I am some kind of addict which I am not. I follow rules on pain management agreement I signed. I know I can get serious trouble if I don't follow rules. But now feel so depressed and alone. No kids No Husband No real friends in this city of Pueblo CO. I find myself not want to stay here anymore. I got NO FRIENDS Im all alone just me and my chronic pain. I know that I am getting depressed. I just wish I had support in my life. I have isolated myself since I got this pain I really need relief and a doctor who will understand me and my situation. I was told that I can get point where My spine damage is close to where well the doc ue to ask me if I still had control of my bladder etc. Which means my future is adult diapers some day. God just the thought of my future makes me shatter to pieces. Like now today So here I m reaching out to anyone who has had probem with pain and narcotics and doctors who don't beleave that I am in pain. Im 51 use cain, have bad feet also. Im not proud of my life has become so EMPTY god help me!