Two weeks ago i had L4L5S1 fused. Im doing very well physically. Im 73 yr old woman, my husband/caregiver is 78. Hes doing an excellent job of taking care of me but sometimes i just feel so heavy and sad and i cry for a lit y le bit. This is not like (me usually. I dont mind crying but has anyone else experienced this. Of course i have to rely on my husband a lot.