Since becoming a spiney my honey has had to hear and see me in different levels of pain. This has really been going on for 15 months. I feel bad that my fiancee' has to deal with it. It seems like every time I turn around there is something else wrong with me. How much can they handle? Any advice for me on how to make it better on them? I know some times we argue because I am grumpy from being in pain but don't admit it because I just don't want hear it out of my mouth again.