Hello everyone my name is christine, I just want to start of by saying thank you for sharing your own stories, its comforting to know I'm not alone. Sometimes the all over pain I feel is hard to describe to others so I stopped trying. At times my husband says I look like I'm not there any more and he's right. All the things that brought me joy I can no longer do such as exercising to fit into that new dress. I have trouble pushing the grocery cart. I no longer can carry a purse because to me it's to heavy. Not to mention going to work I'm a waitress and I used to love going to work I got paid to talk and laugh. My employers and co workers were like family to me. In the last 2 years I was a passenger in 3 separate car accidents. In Nov of 2014 I had my third accident and things are very quickly falling apart I've been off work for months I'm in so much pain for the first time I feel like I can't go back to work. I physically can't do the work it may not sound like a great job but words cant express how happy I was. My life has done a 360 in the last 2 years, I don't mean to sound melodramatic but in my world this feels like a tragedy. I feel sad and alone I take antidepressants for fibromyalgia pain, you would think that would help my mood. I take percocet for pain but that's not even helping like it used to I'm taking a fair amount 2 5mg tablets 4 times a day. I'm scared for the future. I have never been so sad. Thanks for listening to me..