Hi I'm Jen,, I've had 4 back surgeries at first L5-S-1 laminectomy. Then C5-6 fusion, kept feeling like crud, a huge herniation at T9-10 which needed an emergency costotransvercectomy..... Very painful left me with intercostal neuralgia after...... Most recently I had L5-S-1 fusion. However right before the lumbar this past September 2015 they found out my thoracic surgical area is has epidural fibrosis and my right L5S-1 foramen area has spinal arachnoiditis..... I am filing disability because I'm in insane pain even through lots of pain meds, nerve, and muscle relaxers. It's so depressing I'm only 41 sometimes I feel why me. I feel too young for this. I just don't know what to do. Does anyone else have this much garbage going on? If so what do you do? I feel so alone it hurts so much. I don't know how much more I can take?