pulling the plug on my meds and miserable
ok so I decided to pull the plug on my meds, not all at once by any means but I just need to vent...it's aweful
I need to see where I'm at and how much I can stand to try and WORK!! I need to work...anyways I was scared and finding out that's rightfully so! I'm hurting pretty bad & feeling guilty because I broke down last night and had to take an additional med at 2am because I couldn't take it anymore.
How the heck am I going to work? but I can't ruin my family either. The problem is there is no rhyme or reason to the nerve pain. I know some triggers but sometimes it just doesn't matter I can be doing nothing and it gets completely INSANE!
thanks for listening!!!