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As body aches come and go in transient episodes life hs its usual gentle wave motions
You get gentle wave motion.
For a while i have been dealing with leg pain on the right
Sciatic in nature,it flares but for weeks its been yammering ceaslessly,fearlessly,constantly
Wake up with edema in it and i walk with fear..taking deliberate slow steps..honest steps
Because i am showing what its really like to the world. No hiding this pain..right here..in your face.
Decline is inevitable for those who push. But as many pain sufferers know..life goes on,bills pile up and those who depend on you...don't magically stop.
Whatever happened down there..is in the way. When i went and shot surf it was there..but the water helped with decompression.
My joy is fading at the thought of facing pain..it really shouldn't..as my mental state is separate from th physical and emotional..all separate..all intertwined..all equal.
So its an emotional issue at heart
I know it hurts..ok
But knowing its going to hurt makes it hard.
Outcome is dependent on effort
So ill toast the pain with a glass of dark brooding wine,maybe smoke an fragrant cigar and look into the smoke like a sage searching for answers