I know this is going to be the hardest thing I have ever done, and that is to quit smoking. My mom has extensive small cell lung cancer. She found out on her 53rd Bday what a great present. My mom is a very pretty woman that has 5 kids and 9 grand kids and still looks great in a bikini. still very young at heart. OMG its gona hurt to see her go threw Chemo and the stages of cancer. She is the only one that has been by my side threw my surgeries.
Well I am a smoker and have just quit and feel so so guilty for smoking, I have been so selfish and need to break this addition now with no relapses. When I wana smoke I think of my mom and the road she has in front of her.
How am I gona do it this time! I have quit for my surgeries was forced to but as soom as I had them I started again. My sergeon requires you to have a neg. nicotine test or no surgery.
But now I am scared out of my mind. And I keep think that it is selfish to smoke you know it causes cancer and its horrible what you ur are doing to your family. Not only that but smoking advances DDD and stops fusions from healing.
Any any advise would be appericated.
I have to quit I don't wana die young?