I recently had two lamenectomies and two tissue grafts on my L5 and L4 discs. I am in so much pain, and my right leg and foot are so numb. I am 34, thin and can't figure out how i ended up having surgery 2 weeks ago for this. I do not know how to cope. I am a social worker and I can't figure this out. I have horses I cant do anything with. I can't drive, and I am in a walker. I am just sik of this and I don't understand.