Today (not everyday) i thought of how worse off some have.
this came to me after of course I was feeling my pain,physcial & emotional. i really wanted to crawl back to bed after kids went off to school, rainy, cold,and few hours of sleep.i was glad an sad when i got an idea to go by friends house, i thought i need to put a smile on her face today.so i drove to store an got a smiley cake for her and a card and stopped by her house,she wasnt there.
when i turned corner i saw her comin home.With her daughter whom she takes out in her van daily,so her daughter can have change of surroundings. her daughter holly is disabled and has no verbal and list of terrible problems. holly is 22 and she still has great brain just (as her mom would say chitty body) i stopped but she was exhausted as usual.her husband was in bike accident hit his head and has short term memory loss,for last five years.
so the pain truth(not plain) is that i believe if only for and instant just small jester can make someone feel happy
for that moment.
Someone is always worse off than me.
i sat in my driveway and cried .
because i thought of my pain and just plain thought of myself.
may sound mushie to some but pls take the time to say kind word or do little something for someone else. and just sad when i read back. used so many I"S
neck,bone spurs pain started 04, back issues and fusion l4,l5 06~hardware removed.
good few yrs. 09 pain sharp, numbness feet,legs, diagnosed fibro, neurop. legs.lung issues.
daily goal do good thing for someone.