I'm really struggling to cope at the moment I have now found out i have a 2-6month wait before I can get any help or diagnosis. I'm finding it really hard that no one around me understands what I am going thru and I am struggling that now my family always have some easy answer to explain away my illnesses. for example this weekend I was at my partners family gathering and his cousin ran out towards a busy road so with out thinking i picked him up a few minutes later I started to feel really dizzy and like i was going to throw up and my head was pounding with really bad pain in the back of my head. Next day I asked my mum if we could look into private health care and I explained to her my situation and her response was well you shouldn't have picked him up and my sisters was that happens to me if i bend down fast. I was so frustrated I tried to explain that its not normal to have that happen but they always explain it away.