This journey is getting to be too long and too draining. The support from family and friends has gone away, what happened to" I'll be there through thick and thin?" To well you just have to suck it up and move on, funny how that works no? Having given years of heart, hard work and finacial support to family, and now when Ime down, to...suck it up.
To a other half who has grown tired of unconditional love, support and care and decided that another person who has"ability" not "less" ability makes the grass greener and wet with dew in the mornings.
Where do all the things I did and do go when Ive become a burden, an inconvienience, an emberrassment?