My fear has changed to "just get it over with already". I can't wait until it's done (3 level ACDF). I am sick of my neck consuming my life.
Spent the day trying to rearrange my house/room for when I come home. However, I may be going to inpatient physical rehab because of my lifelong disability. I'm not pleased, but it may be the best thing for me.
I think i'll take a percocet...'night.
3 level ACDF, c3/4, c5/6/7 in May 2012