Not really, but damn! I, like most of you, hurt 24/7...Have just started the Opana ER and read it takes a while to start working round the clock so I was/am having a lot of pain, especially with the rain...May have to call about breakthrough meds, but I'll wait and see...But I digress! I told them my neck pain is bad and some days it makes me cranky, I don't want to be, but it is what it is...Some days I am happier than others and there is a lot of other crap going on right now that I burst into tears sometimes...But I share my office with 2 other guys, and one of them keeps telling me to "cheer up", "mind over matter" and "you can't hurt that bad"! It's driving me insane! I don't know what to do, some times I just don't feel like talking and even though I'm cranky I will still make the effort...Then he says, "you're too young for all that crap" like my age is supposed be in direct correlation to my pain?!
I know he's probably trying to help, but no, it drives me nuts! I wish I had my own office, then I wouldn't be in with other people all the time and have to be Miss Suzy Sunshine all week! I just wish more people took the time or could understand what it is like to hurt all the time, no matter what you do...My coping abilities are at a low this time, and then he says, watch when you get off of work you won't have any pain at all! I'm so sure! Are you flippin' kidding me?
At least I have a 90 minute massage booked for tomorrow, hopefully that will make me feel better!