I'm scheduled for surgery July 31st at UCSF. I'm very confident with my doctors and it will be a relief to be pain free after 2 years of chronic pain. Here's my question:
I've been more depressed since I found out about this surgery than I ever remember being in my life. I should be happy. I'm not terribly frightened, although I am a little apprehensive about the recovery, but shouldn't I be happy? Has this happened to anyone else? :?