Since becoming a Spiney
You went from "there"
But in this transition
Or are you still in between two worlds.
Neither fully healthy
Nor fully invalid
Some have had time to move on, forward and leave the transitory state behind.
To have grown away from the uncertainty
To a more Mature state of being.
Not so much as growing older as is changing states.
Will not ...make the next step in the process of Long Term Chronic Pain .
Some..have moved on
Some are forever stopped in between worlds.
Violent swings between emotions from a constant unending uncertain view of a future.
Or a constant unending keening in the soul for what was..will never be again.
Its all between in this twilight world.
Not passing through the veil, the efemeral curtain between facing what is to be..
And sitting in what isnt anymore.
Is it so hard a transition in a lifetime of transitions?
Is, Change..so foreign a concept now?
Has there been enough change..and more to come that bothers you.
Is the uncertain darkness that scary that you will no longer go forward?
Is it the tightrope over the black..that unbalanced step from here..to there over the unknown that stops you.
Change is ever and only the one constant in life.
Where do you go from Here?