I have had a string of bad days. You know the ones where you go "Nobody loves me, Everybody hates me, I'm gonna go eat worms." And I gave it and just wallered in it.Didn't let my daughter know - not that she wouldn't understand, just would worry her. I am going to give this one more day and then I will just have to do something about it.
In my mind I know I am getting better. I am working outside now - with a cane cause balance is not my strong suit. I even scrambled some eggs, nuked some bacon and did toast the other night. First time since June 9. Even the cats know I have been down - one of them is always with me or on me. They try so hard to make me feel better.
I know that I had major surgery (2 level fusion), but it doesn't hurt much. The rest of my body is doing the complaining and I am bored out of my gord. Have done lots of reading, Sudoku, and TV. If I sit too long I can hardly walk, if I stay in bed, I just want to sleep and then at night I am awake. I sometimes with my DR had put me in a brace then maybe my back wouldn't feel like it was about to fall off.
Anyway, I just had to vent somewhere and you'll are the best listeners 'cause you been there - done that. Guess I'll try the bed again and see if it is ready to let me sleep some. Thanks for being here.