I can't stop thinking about my scoliosis, whenever i feel happy i remember that i have scoliosis and the mood goes down.
Only because this stupid school never cared about our physical and mental health.
Like serioisly i have mild ocd but high anxiety and after the worst period of my life i get told now that i have scoliosis and that its "partly" my fault.
Couldnt they make more tests in school I mean its not like 2% of the whole world have scoliosis and its not like we have 2 hours of sports each week.. what for anyways..?
So now that i have this stupid illness i dont feel like working out anymore. I was doing good for 1 month but since i know i have it, i feel it's useless.
Have you ever seen a muscular guy with scoliosis?
I just wanted a healthy body to start training..
But it doesnt matter anymore right...