Hello everyone I don't even know where to start lol. I guess I will start saying I have been dealing with back pain since I was 17, when I had my first surgery. I am not 27 and have had 5 surgeries all on L5 S1 one was a laser surgery in Texas the first 3 were not fusions because of my age 4th was the laser one and 5th they fused it that was 4 years ago. I now take 4 oxycodone 3p mg pills a day with little to no relief. I need to know what I can do to get out of pain the pills use to work bit I have built a tolerance and they do nothing now not to mention I had a wreck 10 days ago and since then I am miserable can not sleep it is 4 am and I am laying here trying to get some help. I went to the ER after the wreck they did a mri on my tharasic and lumbar they told me that it showed I had many bulging disc from my tharasic into my lumbar but none bad enough for surgery Idk how to deal with it anymore the not sleeping and pain is making me so depressed and so hurt Idk what to do. I am being mean to everyone I love my gf has not spoke to me in days I am being an ass to my parents and just don't know what to do each time i sereally a Dr they think I just want more pills and that is not the case I just would like to stop hurting! I honestly hope someone here can help me since I had that wreck I have been absolutely miserable and am starting to wonder why I am even here anymore and wish God would take me away please any of your help would be much appreciated I am not saying I want tone kill myself but I do wish I could get some Dr to help me out. Thank you all very much and hope your all are having a great day/night!!