Just needed to vent a little. Yesterday was the roughest day I have had yet. I am still not sleeping more than 3 or 4 hours at a time. Yesterday I was exhausted. I tried sleeping upstairs in my regular bed (I have a sleep # bed) and was so sore. So back down stairs to the hospital bed I went and slept on and off most of the afternoon. Then I started getting pelvic pains. My cycle is messed up since surgery. It was intense pain and I just started crying. I cried for a good 30min. My husband was like do you need to go to the hospital? He didn't know what to do. I am just frustrated. Tired of having pain at all. Tired of being in my house and not being able to do things. But I felt better after I got it all out. My husband was like are feeling depressed? Your sister told me to watch for that. LOL..I said no I am not depressed just sick and tired. I am 4 weeks post op. Haven't been cleared to drive. Start therapy next week. I am just tired of not being able to do much of anything or feeling like doing it.
Thanks for letting me vent