No-one seems able to give me any idea. When I compare how disabled I am today with how I was a year ago it scares the whatsit out of me. I am already obliged to use a walker around the house and a powerchair when I go out. Walking only a couple of steps is so very painful. I am in severe pain when I wake, which is often and pain when get up to start the new day most of which is spent sitting or lying down. I am on 3000 mg Gabapentin backed up with Tramadol but the benefit is limited
I am so ****** off it is untrue. I can do hardly anything which requires standing, bending and lifting any thing at all is out of the question.
I know I am old in years compared with some of you but I could have another 15 to go and that too scares me.
Sorry to be such a moaner, and that's another thing, that is not really me. I used to pride myself on my positive attitude and that wasn't that long ago.
Do I feel better for subjecting you all to my rant--not really, no.
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