ok last i left you i was going to the er, i called m OS one last time and they demanded that i come back and be re-admitted, they felt they released me too soon. i had a lot of debris from m L5 disk that was when they had the fusion discovered it was rattling around with nothing hardly attached to it so i just got released today from the hospital i feel a good 60% better than before they changed my meds im on valium, oxcontin gabepantin, celexa, ibuprofen 800 and 1 more nerve med i cant remember. they really took care of me this time and im very happy that alot of my pain is gone. I would recommend my surgeon to anyone, he truly does care about the well being of his patients. He truly didnt feel comfortable releasing me until i was comfortable. his team is awesome and i cant sa enough good things about him.
As to all my new friends and brothers and sisters in pain on these forums, i really couldnt have made it through all of this without you, this forum is a blessing to us who are in pain , scared, or just curious, so again thank you all for the support and kind words. I love you all!
You will get better i know it!