:SS hae everybody im going today to get my date for my spinal fusion. i am really scared but i am sooo ready to get it over with. pain is a pain in the a$$ i know that i have great friends here and support. dont care what anybody else thinks yea pain is real really bad at somtimes like waking in the middle of the night :''( and cant get back to sleep so you get on this site what a releve that someone is always here like they are waiting for . so thank you all for being here for me . i know that after my surgery i sure will need you guys .
and petie dont know what me and my girls without you answering alllll our ?s renee :H ill post when i get home