thanks to cath,liz and ben and few others
your concern and msgs meant the world to me..
and you so right i need this forum and the nice ppl i have met..
i should not let a few bitter ppl make me want to leave...
this forum and ppl have become part of my life..
and cath you words made me feel like i do make some contribution here..
i thank you from my heart for leaving me such great msgs
and i will stay and hope to help here anyway or even help one person..
i have learned so very much from this forum and how others deal with there pain and trying to stay upbeat..
so so many of you live and deal with so much more..and i am inspired by the way you live your lives..
thank you again for the heartfelt pm's
i have met ppl when i do get out and see them at doc appt and i will continue to tell them about this great forum...
and forgive me for such a stupid exit post..i can't let a few mean ppl get to me..i was really in a deep dark whole for few wks ...
i'm trying to look at things from the point to support and help others daily instead of feeling sorry for myself..
again i'm sorry
neck,bone spurs pain started 04, back issues and fusion l4,l5 06~hardware removed.
good few yrs. 09 pain sharp, numbness feet,legs, diagnosed fibro, neurop. legs.lung issues.
daily goal do good thing for someone.