I have searched for forums and im glad i found this one. I wanted to speak with other people who know how I feel.
I am at a point now i can say I am weak, helpless, paranoid, sad, angry, in chronic pain, and may be in denial.
I am still in the first stages of getting my first xray and MRI done. I am currently going to PT for my lower back and knees.
A few days ago I took a fall onto my tailbone- on top of my already terrible position.
I feel no one understands how much pain I feel.
I dont have friends or family around. Just moved and most family are overseas.
I am so lost as to what to do.
So angry as to why? When I need my strength.
It is very difficult now and sometimes i wish it would all go away or if i wake up another person.
I had a triplet pregnancy that lasted 6 months, i had gained over 80 lbs during that period.
Six months later i got pregnant again.
Now it's been a year since birth of baby 4 and I crawl up the stairs, can't sit for more than a few minutes, cant lift anything more than 20 lbs, cant stand for too long or even lay for too long.
My boys are now 27 months and last one is 12 months.
They aredemanding and life is so hard.
Dad is working and at school
Hope someone out there has a suggestion or comment.