Not sure if I am posting this in the right place?? But just wanted to share my story about my chronic back pain and what it has done to my children.I never relized all those times when I was having back spasm and couldnt get up out of the floor without my sons helping me and me screaming in pain what it might be doing to them or what they think when they see me crying not able to get up, well I have one 15 yr old that came to me and told me that I make him depressed and I had no idea because I was to wrapped up in my world of pain, he had also been a little on the heavy side in grade school and i noticed a change in his eating habits , he got tall and thin and wasnt eating much so I took him to the doctor and she found out he has a eating disorder and depression. I asked him why in front of the doctor and he told her he did not want to get fat because he was afraid of what would happen to his back. Also my oldest is depressed to because he cant help me. Just something for you guys and gals to think about it is hard on our babies to..